Dear Diary #12 – To My 100 Followers :)

April 24, 2013

 

Dear Diary,

It’s the same thing again, with my usual “I don’t post lately because I’m busy” mood. I was really, really, really busy. With my life and everything that has been going on, it hurt me that I could only post once a week, with only a Polyvore set. I have experienced one of the biggest whirlwinds in my life so far, and up to now, it still has its effect on me. Another thing that hurts me is that I have to wait and it almost felt like an eternity, but days, no matter bad or good, pass by so quickly. It’s a bittersweet thing because I still want to enjoy me life as a teenager and months from now, I’m going to be twenty already. I want to enjoy every single day but at the back of my mind are thoughts that I want it to be next year already, because I just want to graduate.

It took a long time before I realized this and I’m surprised I haven’t thought of it earlier, it has come to a point that college life already felt like prison. Prison, it’s the perfect word to describe what I feel and experience in my current college life. Because I have no freedom, only waiting for the time I’ll be set free. I could complain, cry, and mope all I want but I’m stuck here. Prison.

I’ll just take it that it must be a challenge for me, to be happy in spite of what I am experiencing.

But what keeps me holding on are my dreams, my family & friends,  and the beauty of the future, and I am thankful for that…Love, Bee. 🙂

 

To all followers, thank you for appreciating my works!

Dear Diary #10

December 20, 2012

Dear Diary,

This is my 101st post! I just want to say thank you, because this blog has been a witness of what I dealt with this year. Because of this blog, somehow I don’t feel alone. I have an outlet to express my feelings, an outlet that can see how much I’ve grown. This blog made me  more comfortable in ‘sharing’ because I don’t share that much, I’m too quiet but as Stephen Hawking said, “Quiet people have the loudest minds” and that’s true in my case. I may not speak, even to my own relatives and college buddies but there is a lot going in my mind. I may be an introvert but it’s like I have adapted a sense of ‘sharing’. And that is why I have learned to love blogging, it’s like an accessory to who I am.

To my followers and to all of those who liked my posts, a very warm and sincere thank you.  It doesn’t matter to me how many liked one post, just one person liking it already brings a smile to me. Its because I made an effect to you in somehow, in some little way. Thank you everyone. 🙂

I hope we’ll all be happy this season and happy new year in advance! Hugs and kisses. 🙂

Thank You.

Of all the things that happened, there are things I surely regret but I realized that there are actually a lot of things I’m thankful for…

 

Thank you for the sparks I feel inside,

Those were the feelings I never wanted to subside.

 

Thank you for showing me the smiles of your face,

they are images I can’t simply erase.

 

Thank you even for just your mere presence,

I remember every sign of my innocence.

 

Thank you for the words you say,

I hear your voice and it makes my day.

 

Thank you for being my love,

That I praise God from above.

 

Thank you for your time,

even though it’s clear you’re not mine.

 

Thank you for loving me,

Even though it’s just friendly.

 

Thank you for igniting my tears,

I will remember this for years.

 

Thank you for making me smile,

the world stops and I’m happy for a while.

 

Thank you for being a man,

realizing I’m your biggest fan.

 

Thank you for being a beautiful sight,

you always showcase your might.

 

Thank you for staying in my head,

I can’t think of any other happy thought instead.

 

Thank you for the chocolate,

its more delicious than others I ate.

 

Thank you for just being you,

Because I love you and that’s the reason I do.

 

And thank you for coming into my life,

Or else, I’ll just be in strife.

 

Dear Diary #2

July 30, 2012

Dear Diary,

It’s Monday again. My most hated day of the week. Somehow I hope time will come that Monday isn’t so hurtful to me. That someday I’ll learn to embrace it. Maybe because Monday is the gateway to my troubles. When it comes, anxiety, a tired body and a weak spirit is what I show. Once again, only time will tell when Monday will be gateway to greatness for me.

 

I hope so…I will…Until then, thank you for listening Diary. 🙂

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